Wishes seem to be a lot like dirty dishes.

Life is so frustrating most of the time.
I still am unemployed.  I don't expect that to change over night.  I am going to have to work at it, but eight months without a job? Really?  Are you trying to tell me something, Karma?

I think I am going to start a Vlog to go with these, but the lighting in my house is terrible in every room.  I will figure something out.

I like my new band.  While it is not exactly what I live to perform - it is still an outlet for my creative self.  I love music and being a part of it.  It is really something special.

Back on WoW.  New Horde guild on the Moon Guard Server... Working on getting the name changed, but the GM's are being pains.  Their job is hard, but do they have to make everything so difficult for everyone else?  Hit up my toon Drakwell if you want in.  Orcs, Trolls, and Tauren only.
Thanks Gadget!!

Now that the Nerd talk is over... lol

You ever wonder what people are doing when you are not around?  Like; do trees talk and dance when there are no humans around?  How would we answer that?  They can talk and know we left a hidden camera behind... Think about it.

You wash dishes, and then ten seconds later there are more to be washed.  It is like that give a man a fish thing.... sort of...
Your wish comes true, but then the next day you are wishing for something else.

Are human beings really ever pleased?  Just wondering.

I need a vacation from my vacation.  I do not like being home all the time.  I NEED to be employed... I am growing depressed and becoming crazy.

I get by free loading off of Andrea, but that is not what I want to be doing.  I feel horrible that I can not even pay my own rent.

My priorities are in order, but something holds me back and punishes me.  Why?

What I would give to be able to take Andrea out to a movie... To go grocery shopping...  To buy my own WoW time card...  To afford to eat out MAYBE ONCE a month?!

Sorry about the rant, but you can expect this until something turns around.

Thanks for listening; I have always got you....

Pieces of love,
CamBam

Music is the Food of Wellbeing.

Well, well, well...

Life is life and nothing seems to go exactly as planned.
I got accepted to DeVry University; where I will be attaining a degree for Game and Simulation Programming. 
This is something I want to do, and it will be a basis to raise a family on.

I have no money...  Nope... It seems that I am always short when it comes to bills and such.

Still don't have a job.  Job market sucks and nothing seems to pull through....

It is kinda bad when Del Taco and McDonald's won't even hire you...

I miss WoW.

I miss having financial stability.

I love the idea of my new band.

Going to try to add a PayPal donate button on this blog.  You could help me get through college!

I am not asking for anything, BUT I mean a dollar here and there is never a bad thing.  All of the birthdays you missed! Yeah you bet I am going to hold you to those! lol

I am thinking of starting another blog, but I just haven't decided what I want to do yet.  Should it be music related?
Video Game related?
Food related?

Yeah....

We will see!

Yes we will internets!!

ALSO.... going to start making some kind of Vlog or something to run along this blog.. Yeah!!

Lol I am so full of inspiration these days!

I'll get you guys something nice later... I promise!

Pieces of love,
CamBam

The Spill Canvas Has This Song......:

"The Tide"

And there's three, count 'em three
Children playing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach

There's Veronica
She's biting her lip
As she watches the waves turn white at the tip
And there's Vada
Radiating with joy
And luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy
And lastly there's Dade
His hair dances in the wind
And he's wondering what love is
And why it has to end

And he can't understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now

And there's three, count 'em three
Children growing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach

There's Veronica
She's licking her lips
As she waits for her real, first passionate kiss
And there's Vada
Can't admit her jealousy
Of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty (and how she's so pretty)
Lastly there's Dade
Still sitting on the dock
Ponders his life, and he skips his rocks
And he wonders when his father will return
But he's not coming back

And he can't understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard (forget everything)

And there's three, count 'em three
Children missing from the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach

But the sad thing
Is that they never lived passed the age of fifteen
Due to neglect from their mother
Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father
She didn't even notice, or pay much attention
As the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean
Now all her advice, it seems useless

No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you touch her and you feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you've heard
And live for the moment now

So long has it been.

I feel like I don't even know who ran this blog anymore.
I need to start posting again.

I have spent A LOT of time thinking recently.  Where I am, where I am going, who I want to be.

I have always been a huge believer in living the life you want to live and be proud of, but I can't seem to come up with the right resources to do any of that.

I stopped blogging because there was no one to read them that would understand my Fairycake and English Tea references...

No one that I wanted to write for.  Now that is gone, and I have decided to pick it all back up.

I miss many things.

I have so much more than I think I do.

I have talent.

I am loved by few.

I am disliked by many.

I have found something special.

Sometimes I feel like nothing really matters anymore.

I don't tell very many lies.

I only lie to those I love the most.

I protect people too much.

I am no longer afraid for myself.

I really hate nostalgia.

Good news though:  I am in a new band.  I am the singer / sometimes rhythm guitarist.  I am really glad I have that again.  I love performing and playing music.

I am still hoping to open a studio with my friend Niel once I graduate from school.

Milo O'Milo has taken a hiatus.  Don't know when that will pick back up.

Alan Wake should be a novel.. The story of that game is SO damn good.

I'll post more.. I promise...

Signed,

Newly found Cameron Kilby